Do you know the way to MORDOR?

 
我不喜歡失控的感覺
一件接著一件
但與其說失控不如說高估了
 
痛恨那些輕慢別人人生的人
這次卻是自己screwed it up
 
“I know u feel frustrated now but let me remind u, that is due to what u have done before... if u did ur effort to be the best one, u truly can pass p4”
 
我曾幾何時失去那being the best one的野心
年少還沒得志就開始喪志了?
  
really thank you for putting it in such a straight way.
this is indeed a wake up call to me... 
sincerely feel lucky to have you, my friend.