Years ago, after some stupid mistakes, rules of no touching three kinds of people were set down, which indeed kept me safe for a while. Since i have self-overestimated and lowered my guard after two years’ peace, the rules were broken and at the end really killing me...
People change. But something never change. I should just stick to what i believed and hold firmly to the faith in emotional detachment. I have nothing left but guts to be brave enough to spiritually suicide, before things dying inside me.
Are you regretful for the decision? For sure one second later i was. So what? I am old enough to be honest to what i felt, what i thought and what i desired; and at the same time to take full responsibility for what i have done and said. Probably i did it really wrong... doesn’t matter anyway...
“because i have come to terms
this is not life or death situation
well i will just call this my resurrection
my savior from self destruction”
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